Life's a Mystery!

I will apologize to myself for not posting anything for a loong time.

I drink water, I sleep, I listen to music, I want more sleep and more sleep, I don't really want to do anything but sleeping...

I watch youtube videos, I get in love with youtube videos, I make youtube videos, I have gotten a weird sort of crush on the stupidity of Hitler cause he's ridiculous. I think I am crazy, I am probably crazy. I don't know what I want, just that I wanna sleep. And sleep. I know things I'm not gonna talk about. I have things I could talk about, but I don't. Judge me, please judge me. But I wont care. I don't like human feelings, I hate human feelings. Sometimes I don't feel human feelings. Or not feelings at all. I see things. I sense things. I know things.

Time IS an illusion. Time doesn't matter. But everything seems to matter in this world. It doesn't. OK, so you're lame, gay, sick, great,hot, not, straight, cute, awful, fantastic, bride, father, and you're probably living in a gutter. It doesn't matter. What matters? I guess it depends on the definition of the word, and I don't care about the rules of the word.

I don't like rules, I like making my own though..

This post does not matter. This blog does not matter. Or does it?
I'm sorry I'm tired I guess, it's 3.10 in the morning right now. I wanna sleep..
I guess I'm too tired to sleep. Don't know. Life's a mystery!